I had the yearly lunch with a friend I have known for 30 years. It was drizzling when I alighted the train but without hesitation decided to make the 20 minute walk to the mall where we were to meet. I walked at my usual pace not letting the rain perturb me.
With big smiles and a hug we greeted each other. The two hours flew by fast and we ended on the note of a recent self-realization. My friend is so sure he knows me well enough to conclude that I am a person who dares to give up all I have and go it alone, to do what I want to do. However, having conformed to surroundings, I hold responsibilities that I will not relinquish but could live without. Yes, he's right.
I hold no resentment for the people who surround me and for where I am now, but it is time to finally start feeding my soul with my needs.
